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Oh Dear..

 

I woke up today feeling worst than anything. And I remembered all those drunk statuses I posted. Deeply sorry guys if some of you found them offensive and annoying. I just had to keep myself company with Facebook because I knew if I didn’t I would have done something way more stupid such as dirty dance with some chic and got myself into a fight or something.

 

So I only did what I could only do, go online and keep myself busy Confused smile

 

Shouldn’t have drank that much. I started feeling fucked up when I got drunk.

 

This was also the first time I’ve experienced the role of a “Sitter”. As in the person who takes care of all the bags and stuff while his/her friends go and dance. Pretty interesting, but it was boring. I was so paranoid someone would steal Sam and Sudha’s bags so I kept them close to me.

 

At one point I was out of sticks, so I decided to walk out a few blocks away from the club to get them sticks. I got the sticks, but ended up losing my way. I couldn’t find my way to the club. I sat by the roadside, pissed drunk trying to call Vashi and Sudha. Thankfully Sudha answered and a friend of her’s managed to locate me.

 

Not going to drink alco for a long long time now. It doesn’t help at all. Just makes things worst.

 

I also read the two blog posts posted last night. Not very fond of them as well..

 

God I’m such a clown..

 

Why do we always make things worst when it’s already shitty as it is? Why do we punish ourselves like this thinking that probably it might make us feel better? Why are we so… ignorant?

 

*shakes head* I just find all these so… funny and sad at the same time.

 

Anyways, I found a quote via email: "Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it."-Rumi

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